Yes, someone sparked my imagination and I just had to let this out!!!! Part me, Part what the world did to me!!!
Life can be complicated or simple and usually we get some of both regardless of our disposition! I used to be called a procrastinator by my Dad but then I could just decide, that’s it I’m going to LA and toss my suit cases and tool boxes into my car trunk and in a few days I was in LA checking out the beaches and then UCLA! Then right from that I was in the WB Studios or Burbank Studios as well. As far as knowing more than I say; in my case it was a match I know a lot to be honest but I talk about stuff I know just as much as I think it, which means I’m almost none stop mouth piece built into my brain. I think I shoulda gone with the suggestion of “Radio DJ Talk Show Host” I got thrown at me a few times or the other was, laugh here; auctioneer! I do notice a lot too, but did miss a few very important signals a few times and “got burned big time,” so that is a big one to be sharp on!
That people hating how you show them up for how dumb ass they are did happen; or outright jealousy did get in my way but not as much as life did sometimes, so it’s all about rolling with the punches I would say now! You know; get up, brush yourself off, and get moving on to the next chapter, and just be better prepared next time!
I think the control issue isn’t so bad with me I really prefer to be congenial and kind but just being so sure of myself and what I will or won’t do can make me seem hard or controlling even. But, I’m good with admitting when I’m wrong and want to try hard to fix things always!
OH, I’ve had fire in me plenty of times, passion or ambition came and went but just like romance and infatuation did too! Life is like that, because people are fickle and unpredictable if you know what I mean; unless you get a steady as a rock almost saintly one, which is harder to find in the modern day fast paced me, me world! I know my grand’s and other old-timers would tell me stories about the simple times way back when and it does seem beautiful in many ways that there was way less pressure to prove shit for them back then, but they had more time to grow slowly in their work and family through genuine love and daily, sweat of the brow. Not this overly competitive trying to get more and do better than the next one asinine worldly BS!
Oh man; so I know about what someone’s lies can do and they did to me, then the truth was all that could set me free, from the pain and headache or heartache the liar can cause! This is the worst area of your piece here, the lies and backstabbing some rotten people do to another; and I mean life altering horror! Not quite Edgar Allen Poe, but, A Little House of Horrors, perhaps?
But, when the going is tough the tough get going, and that is my story, I won’t be defeated by lies or nefarious weak devils, who want to destroy me, no, no, I will turn into a fire breathing dragon, if I must; to push back to the edge of the earth if need be!
Ohhhh, this next one about doing it to myself I sure did and in more ways than one! Yea, and once you do that to yourself I learned it isn’t always easy to undo it to myself. Most of it was bad shit too, so I think doing that to yourself isn’t all it’s cracked up to being; at all!
Well, I’ll exit stage left here as I know I’m on a rant and if it keeps up you’ll really think I’m crazy if you don’t already! Ya catch my drift! CIAO! Or is it Meow!!!
PS If I didn’t bore you completely and you have a bit of Tiger in you just continue another moment and read my comment below! I decided to not add this additional commentary to the body of the Blog, but to instead separate some this way to leave an option! Which life doesn’t always give to us; or are our options what we decide they are? Hey, at least I’m giving you one this way upfront! Fair enough wouldn’t you say!