“The Redemption” Responding in my thoughts after a most profound meeting!
Thank you for helping and even though meeting you has been somewhat puzzling it is of course inspirational too. Yes the analytical or wanting facts and figures part of me keeps questioning and looking for the usual markers or signposts to give validity to my opening up with you, but then I think how our interaction has had Jesus front and center in this encounter which tells me what better sign and wonder could I have? I have faith in Him and I do know from experience that with God anything is possible and I have always thought that; and you are a living testimony of that by the simple virtue of some of your experiences that could not be explained away but have to be miracles. I also believe miracles happen each moment for in fact life is a miracle with all of its awe and mystery that boggles the mind how else could all this vastness be happening and be in place without an enormous miracle having happened at one instant when God said it shall be so! Einstein would say he was in “awe every day” and He told a group of scientists when another had just finished explaining his theory on what was happening at the millisecond before the Big Bang, as being a series of random events coinciding at the precise juncture making for a sort of combination of events that became “the recipe” to which Einstein had to say in his humble but yet unbelievable intellect and wisdom which is unusual for a scientist showing he had FAITH, “yes my friend very interesting but you have forgotten one thing, God is not random!”
I have to say that I want things to add up to only one thing, that the suffering and pain I have endured over the last 10 years, the attacks by people in high places and my local government along with some nefarious persons makes total sense to me as it really will turn out to be for God’s purposes; and even some physical illnesses and appearance changes that I was angry about because I could see no purpose in letting my enemies poison me or trick me in order to hurt my health and youthful vitality and appearance, may very well have a tie in to His overall plan for me to carry out a mission and in that case I am good with it! I have photos of my face and body that I took right after going to a dentist that I believe intentionally injected me with something that caused immediate alteration of my appearance and health, the photos plainly show how haggard and ill feeling I looked and this lasted for months and still has lingering effect, and at one point I had such a hypersensitivity that my old mild reaction to certain crustaceans now became critical which I found out after eating a little seafood at which time I immediately went into anaphylactic shock, something that never happened to me. I was alone and stayed calm because I knew time was critical if I were to have any chance to survive and thought carefully if I call 911 I won’t be helped in time to save my life or to not have severe brain damage, but then I remembered how I did have a bottle of Benadryl that I had bought months before for a some allergy reaction to a bout with a winter cold, giving me watery eyes and the like, and that I should see if I still have any left because that would be my only hope to stop what was about to happen. I did have a little left thank God, because as I got up to go look I asked God to please let there be a little left to just calm the reaction enough to keep me breathing! I drank it and everything started to reverse within minutes.
All that evidence I had about the dentist and my subsequent difficulty I did submit to the health department to find out what was going on and that perhaps there was tainted medication involved or viruses that the CDC may need to know about for public safety and as the weeks turned into months and I saw that the health department was dragging and not seeming to help me, I called a couple of agents there to inquire as to why I’m not getting much help, and then when one lady seemed to be brushing me off I called the State House to ask the Governor’s office for help, and as I was on the telephone two State Police cars pulled up in front of my house which is unheard of, one was wearing a Taser and I knew that the worst thing was now happening, as they were setting me up so that if I went out there to talk they would say I rushed them or whatever, but they would possibly hit me with charges and or kill me in the process. I got my video camera and spoke to them through the window as they said there were no charges but they were just there to talk to me, so I said we can talk fine like this through the window. When they saw I wasn’t coming out the conversation wrapped up with just don’t bother people at the health department! Obvious Deep State at work taking care of itself and the crony dentist and to hell with the citizen! This event is in concert with long term instigation and harassment by other State agencies due to my publishing an article about their Fake Crony Capitalist Project along with my having mountains of video recordings that will put all of them in a bad position should it all be made public!
I think you might have a better idea now why I’m leery of trusting anyone! I believe they on a few occasions wanted me dead or with some big lumps and locked up with trumped up changes because I don’t accept things around here and I’m questioning authority! They own the local news media so I’m the real “Town Crier” They see me as a “clear and present danger!” Whether it be corrupted politicians or cronies, it could even be the Illuminati tied in, I know I have big enemies and I think now God doesn’t want me to quit but to push forward to do His will and perhaps it will be to help expose the corruption all around and speak some truths to the public; I will do what God needs me to do for His plan! Some people would say just shut up and play ball and they will reward you, they already tried that after my mother passed; right after a state political official had mean words to say to me on the telephone when I called him just weeks previous to her passing. Now he offered me a job, or asked would I like a job? So they want me to join them in their lies and deception not be a good person, I can’t be bought or sold I belong to JESUS!
I’ve told you more than I tell anyone outside of an immediate family member or a Priest that I’m very good friends with over the years, he knows so much of my story and dilemma along with a handful of top professionals I’m in close contact with!
Dear lady, if I could go back to how I was feeling and looking 10 years ago that seems like it would be so cool because I was happy and doing my best ever, in my prime and all things seemed to be moving up! Then all was lost it seemed, at times even my happy go lucky appearance and fine health, dashed to pieces while all these enemies were laughing saying look at him now, he was so proud, looking happy, successful and having great promise along with talent before, but we kicked him down into the dirt and he won’t be any threat now! I’m suffering still, but I know the same you do, I had thought the same thing how Job said “but Lord why?” God returned His great and mighty answer, “Job where were you when I laid the foundations of the heavens and the earth?” That says it all, and funny how you said this to me and I had thought it many times as I went through my trials and tribulations. Another priest I knew before he passed, a wonderful positive and kind man said,” Larry with God anything is possible.” You say these same things, and another my sweet faithful mother told me often, “Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding, acknowledging him in all your ways and he will direct your paths!” You said that here and God Bless You, I know you won’t ever harm me; you have already helped me more than I can say as I’m crying again! Thank you kind servant of God, and thank you Jesus my sweet Lord and Savior!