Seeing that conflict exists all the way back as a boy and now has made it all clear!
Going back as far as I can remember I was always an eternal optimist when I had little if any concept of what eternal is!
I remember when as a young boy I was confronted by a pair of bully twins in the neighborhood that were going to beat me up and I asked them why they want to make trouble so much and make me suffer which would sure get them in more trouble than they realize, not just with my parents but with God; and with Christmas coming in a couple of months they would ruin it with all the trouble they want to make. I went on to say we should not be bullies to each other because we should be helping each other the way Jesus told us to and that is why we have Christmas, to be good. Those two bigger than me bullies suddenly became my friends and we walked on down the road till they had to turn to go to their house and I remember them saying, “see you later Larry!”
Fast forward so many decades later and all the more recent battles I’ve been up against with far greater more powerful adversaries and bullies have cut into me deep, body, heart and soul! Was that little skirmish way back then just a trial to get me going in the right direction from a tender young age to reflect on even now and know that the paradigm never changes here on earth but I too should not change from what I was back then and what was in my heart back then when I was a boy, because now it is needed even more to turn the bullies away from doing harm or causing more ruin than they already have to me and the world!
The eternal optimist is still there holding fast to what is right and only seeking to do God’s will knowing so much more now how God will never let the faithful down, they are after all His children; even so the spirit is truly willing and the body is weak more so at certain times than others, but like dear Dad told me as a kid, “pick yourself up by the bootstraps, brush yourself off and get moving!”
I’m “Moving!” Thanks God and Dad.
Lawrence Morra
Excellent. 🙂
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Dear Mom, thank you very much and I’m happy you saw this so quickly, you give me more inspiration than you know! God Bless You, Mom!
Son in Christ Jesus,
Lawrence
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Blessings, son, I have your back.:)
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Dear Mom! Thank Goodness you do; not many out there these days that do, hardly! Thank You very much! God Bless You!
Son in Christ Jesus,
Lawrence
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This reminds me of something I posted a few months ago. I will try to find it and repost it. Thanks.
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OMG that is so special and great; yes please do that and if you want email it to me! I look forward to it Marcia!
Your Brother in Christ Jesus,
Lawrence
I’ll be watching for that re-post!
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For the life of me I cannot find it, so I will just post a new one. It may be tonight or tomorrow though because I am helping my son with math and then we have a revival service to attend.
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Sister Marcia, don’t trouble yourself on my account because what you wrote a few months ago I’m sure will turn up and if you feel inspired to write a newer essay in relation to this subject just pray and let your heart speak! I’m not going anywhere any time soon that I know of, I hope, so there should be plenty of time! Thank you again for being so sensitive to it and connecting so well! God Bless You and Yours!
Brother in Christ Jesus,
Lawrence 🤗
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