Zero Lift-Off

Hello and hope you’re having a very nice day; seems like you should for sure!

This is a very straightforward and a very realistic outlook about moving forward and upward!
Here is immediately what stood out as a great self-revelation that’s really so important to see.

“The void in me that was created by the divorce is being filled with getting to know myself better and getting closer to God.”

The part about getting closer to God as I see it can only be the best thing to do, for not just you as you explained your situation very well, but anyone that is genuflecting deeply looking for that clear and totally honest assessment of where we are coming from, and most important where we need to get to! Yes even in the short term of dealing with this life, but, then where we really want to be for eternity; because I do believe this is where we get to choose that final destination by how we live and ultimately seek God as our truth; the only real answer to it all.

But then the first thing in that statement about a void, that got me thinking about actually something that just came into my view today, early this morning when waking, which I never thought about! A bit of truth and some information I had decades ago, but didn’t appreciate well enough and see it for what it was, like not seeing the forest for the trees perhaps because I was being too sure of myself or just foolish thinking I knew so much but knew squat! And then fast forward I wonder and ask myself did I blow it, and all I had to do was use that information to take a step in a direction that would have landed me right where I as a teen thought I wanted to go which would have required me depending on someone else’s connections which I actually fought all my life not wanting anyone’s favors; to not be beholding; so instead I did try to go in that direction only did it completely without that advantage or actually any connection, and it all ended up being a dead-end or disappointment as I saw it then; or I got perhaps disillusioned and feared the unknown possibilities, so I let it go and changed direction.

https://lawrencemorra.com/2020/05/27/larry-god-saved-you-because-you-felt-the-evil/

Now the kicker is here I am a very mature much older and hopefully wiser man, who for a moment I still just have to wonder did I handle things poorly when I thought I tried hard to do what I dreamed of doing in my own way; but that was a mistake? So what I’m saying is anyone can look back and see in retrospect how one thing or another could have been done just a bit differently or even a golden opportunity being handed to get the leg up needed and perhaps that would have made things so much better or successful! Whether a marriage or a career choice it maybe would have gone very well, but, that one big glitch blew it all up! You know how in some deep love relationships it happens sometimes where one or the other might do a very foolish thing and cheat, in a time of weakness and totally ruin the marriage when the one cheating really had no intention of hurting the person that they made that forever promise to, yet it got botched up because we are human and make Mistakes; we all do!

My father told me as a teen; “son we all make mistakes but what God expects us to do is admit it when we do, and learn from it so that you never do that again, and that way prove you are truly sorry! Now I know it’s too late for me to do anything about that choice I made and the opportunity I maybe could have gotten to flourish in a certain way is long gone, and I don’t want to have regrets at all, because I do believe another thing my father told me many years later after making a few big choices that landed me right back where I started; he said, looking me straight in the eyes, “right here where you are this moment is where God wanted you to be!” So my father with more wisdom and insight, as well as knowing me better than I know myself was I think saying, “don’t second guess now, because you made some big decisions and ended up right here for good reason; this is the life you should be living this moment and not the possible celebrity one you “maybe” could have had, if you took those steps in another direction way back then.” Then I recall in that conversation I said, well I just wonder because now I can see how if I did this or that being so full of imagination and energy at the time I probably would have gone to the top and I just wonder! He looked deep into my eyes how he always did when talking so father and son, and said, “you could be dead too!” I just shook thinking and writing that, because, he was absolutely right, so maybe yea I ended up deciding what I did and going the opposite direction from where I had thought I should head into! But because it would have led to any number of potential troubles or heartaches even an early departure from life, or in the least a pile of problems and hassles that would drive me to drink or even give up; I’ve seen that happen to some dudes who took big leaps and later crashed and burned, many of them were famous or very successful in the business for a time, but then; Shit Happens!

God I love this article you wrote it makes me tear up right so much thinking about it all now in this way; because as much as I can second guess or imagine myself doing something quite different in my life over all these years and how cool or fun it could have been, there is always that double edged sword involved when getting so much all at once, how that can be and many times is be too much to handle, which in turn will cause tragedy to strike; we see it in great stories and many famous families like the Kennedy’s and so many others. The truth is dad is absolutely spot-on and so wise, because who gives a care what the frig I could of done; that whole thing of coulda, woulda, shoulda malarkey might get one thinking, but doesn’t God know what is really going to be my best end result, and not all these imaginations or second guessing that I or anyone can do, especially when thinking about voids in life; “when in the end, if we Trust God” the best possible outcome will arrive and “it will be forever!” Right now I should be more concerned about being just a servant, an instrument for Him alone; just serving Him better and better; while like you said getting to know Him better will make it alright!
God bless you!

Thanks for bringing this out today when it matched up so clearly with my sudden thinking/emotional process I was going through wondering!

Brother in Christ Jesus,
Lawrence Morra III

PS Look at what came up as the number One Related Article in the 1321 published.

Just to put it mildly Fauci has a shit load of enemies now and even though our government is corrupted as all get-out there are still plenty of people in high places along with countless persons around the planet that would love to have him alone in a locked room for ten minutes!

But let’s face the stark reality of the fact that with all of the smoke and mirrors going on here in the United States and around the globe any number of scenarios could be playing out where he may disappear permanently! Or he is being protected to prevent the situation from getting out of hand more than it is already with regard to blowing the lid off of the whole false narrative that the evil MSM and many Politicians or other government officials ran for two years; which if this were to happen maybe they lose the whole war in the short term; with the tides completely turning on them!

Or what I’ve thought right along is this is all political theater being displayed by the movers and shakers of our government, Big Pharma, WEF and other nefarious players to give the impression that things are working toward seeking justice for the citizenry; in order to keep things cooled down enough to get through the next election cycle and on into the next Big Phase of the Global Reset Plan! Vaccine Passports and communism taking over!

I definitely lean toward smoke and mirror bullshit being the order of the day because I have little to no faith in people in high places anymore, and to me they all suck! “Too much water over the dam” as they say, has occurred! But now way too much innocent blood has been spilled, for any of the people with power who are to blame, to come clean or for any of them to pull the trigger on bringing about any “Actual Justice” for Humanity! I mean look at the Clinton’s and Obama just for starters with all they got away with, and then Biden and his criminal son with all we know they did; but all we hear is crickets, or it’s like listening to grass growing! For anything of that magnitude to happen would take a Global Revolution of unprecedented proportions; and I just don’t see how that is possible outside of the “Second Coming!”
God bless.

Brother in Christ Jesus,
Lawrence Morra III

This is hitting the nail on the head! I hadn’t been surfing the internet today but this very conceptualization here in this writing is what I was specifically thinking about today before I just now decided to check in for any emails or other messages. And your article was on the top of the cue! Maybe coincidence or perhaps a bit of divine intervention when truly needed! This sentence is too profound for me to ignore and to not give some deeper thought to!

“We spend much of our precious time spinning our wheels. Our minds wander from thought to thought and person to person with no real sense of direction.”

I’ve been seeing especially what you’re speaking about here over the last couple of days quite profoundly that this internet is truly a toxic mechanism that like a vampire drains it’s victims’ blood weakening that person who becomes so anemic that he or she has very little will to carry on or have hope, until that victim eventually so taken over a kind of zombie that becomes another vampire! I see a sort of feeding frenzy with people I’ve run into here, and some I blocked because they are despicable or too overcome for me to deal with them even though as a Christian I’ve tried out of pity; so self-preservation rules and I give them the boot! Some of these people think they are perfectly fine and don’t see any problem in themselves at all, while others are so territorial and even reptilian in there subdued almost inhuman thinking, they are more on the attack than not! Then there are some who are just sadly very stupid people, who will fall into a huge ditch in front of them even as they walk down the street, because they are so busy texting on their so called smart phone; and yes this is the only time I say they are smart phones which I don’t normally consider using that term as anything accurately depicting the truth of the matter, but because in this case they are far more “well-functioning” and therefore smarter than the person using it; “who gladly walks into the ditch.” Maybe even a giant quagmire up ahead!

The internet drains away initiative and engagement in the real world where human beings were meant to function and accomplish the tasks of being a human being serving God Almighty! And I’m sure God doesn’t want us being immersed in a cyber-artificial world of multiple random thoughts or distractions flying into our faces and permeating our conscious mind with redundancy or triviality. Which is what most people do on this medium far too many hours of the day! But the worst part is the “unseen invasion of the subconscious mind” where the manipulation or “programming” is taking place making people not just physically speaking “couch potatoes” but “psychologically” they are becoming “much less about serving God and His plan” and “more about serving the hidden oracle within,” that wants to possess all of their minds and souls with cyber tech connections!

And this is regardless of whether people want to or can admit it; they are becoming less about who each individual is, and more about “one huge collective will” that is “preconditioned by a central program theme” of almost saying one must “lose themselves” in this “sea of random chaos” and become “only a digitized member” of this kind of “cyber invisible hive.” Which can then be tuned and programmed to serve a purpose that “God never intended for human beings;” a place “where individuality and seeking of eternal life with God is replaced” by a kind of “indentured Cyber Servitude” or even slavery to being a nothing in a “vast sea of random digital chaos” and then to be totally controlled by the nefarious force behind this plan; and it is a plan. Mark of the Beast? At least the conditions are right!

The development of the internet and cyber technologies never appealed to me at all and I didn’t want nor will I want Facebook and any other such social media platforms, because I see into the falseness of them and how they are like a “giant vampire sucking up anything and everything from human beings,” which of course Zuckerberg loves as do his puppet masters; while “simultaneously conditioning and mesmerizing them” to serve an altered purpose from what God intended; so it has a clear ring to me as diabolical.

I insert an excerpt from something I wrote a while ago.

“Perhaps there are too many individuals who by their own volition or just the inability to adjust to an ever-increasing volatile world with so much information and stress being heaped upon the public consciousness by Mass Media or Cyber Space, these people just won’t grow up and mature or get over it; always wanting it their way or the highway; which may very well be a byproduct of the enabling and out of control PC mind-set being employed from toddler age on through adolescence.”

“While instead they’re immersed in fake artificial intelligence worlds or social media as a mainstay of their preoccupation. Fascinating stuff for sure and I know there are definite impulsive cues or responses built in to our DNA if you will, correlating with the Reptilian Impulse Complex, “reptilian complex, also known as the R-complex or reptilian brain.”

https://lawrencemorra.com/2020/03/05/political-warfare/

I’ve met some people here in the digital world that in actual physical living I wouldn’t want anything to do with, seeing easily into their “falseness, manipulative, selfishness and hypocrisies;” but some are even “malicious and vindictive!” So I see some of the worst traits coming out of people via this artificial world, and then a “most lost generation of foolish weak people” that really have no true direction or purpose for being a human, and just like some bump on a log they are there existing randomly! Which will not help them gain the real control of their lives that they need now in order to overcome their own foibles or even major defects, and more importantly, with the way the world is going now; they will fall right into the traps being set for them ahead by the same people and vampires that had them all so easily fooled to take the jabs, and stay inside you can’t go out and play today, and don’t dare invite your family and friends over for Christmas; or you will be arrested and taken away!!! People are losing it, both mentally and spiritually, but, they are even losing the many battles all-around them that they “should be fighting consistently” as “strong God fearing human beings;” like the pioneers had to who built a nation, but, instead are “allowing themselves to be victims while thinking that they are not!” Like a herd of cattle being driven to the slaughter, mentally poked and prodded to do as directed.

What is good is that you wrote this and I saw it when I did, while actually in this mode of personal thinking to not be random! But, in this one case to take charge and respond in kind, to maybe wake up a person or two before they are lost in the crowd or the “random mindless cyberspace world” forming terrible habits, even an addiction like “shooting up cyber,” and then all hope will be potentially gone; if they can’t even seek “God’s Truth” not doing His will anymore; but “following,” just being another bump on a log.

God bless you!
Hopefully multitudes awaken from their addiction before it’s too late!

Brother in Christ Jesus,
Lawrence Morra III

https://lawrencemorra.com/2020/07/17/for-it-is-the-number-of-a-man-and-that-number-is-666/

It all comes down to one simple thing and you pointed it out but all the rest is talk and getting nothing done! “Do things no one else was willing to do.”

I know all about doing things that NOBODY else is willing to do, even powerful people or the common man like me who are or were willing to do the hardest job to save the ship; but I did try and got kicked around badly by my own American citizenry because they are more interested in fitting in or getting theirs and going off into the sunset to enjoy! But I would and will do it again because that is my duty to God, this world is seething with evil all around us, and most people just go along to get along, and just say let someone else figure it out! So when billions of people are thinking and behaving that way you have what we do now, “a world going to hell in a hand basket” and far too many heathens or even antichrist people are pushing it harder and faster than ever before!

I mean come on, look at our so called government and the comparable organizations anywhere on planet earth; and I’m sorry to say this, that if you can’t see the colossal failing going on with the exponentially increasing denigration taking place, especially after the last couple of years; you are allowing yourself to be deluded!

God help us but we don’t deserve diddlysquat; all failing wicked people here!

Thank you for writing and at least attempting to make some difference!
Brother in Christ Jesus,
Lawrence Morra III

My Dear Lord! Thank you Lori Colley for advocating on behalf of the children and the rights of their Parents to restrict their young children’s impressionable minds from these twisted ideologies during their most formative delicate years, that absolutely will have an impact on their minds, hearts and behavior for the rest of their lives!

What the frig is wrong with some people and more imperative to me is the question of how did America ever get to this point where this garbage is even being debated or considered as part of an elementary and preschool experience or curriculum? Has the human race been this infected with madness and evil to think there can be any justification or moral high-ground by which this could or should have any place in the educational experience of children! This thinking that somehow exposing their minds to this warped and even perverted perspective and behavior by adults is not damaging or even makes any sense whatsoever!

I’m speaking as a man with a good heart and I know nobody is perfect and understanding is important in a complicated world where everything isn’t so black and while or plain and simple in all cases, yet if we have a conscience and moral integrity we should easily see the difference between right and wrong but somehow I see that the society is infected with many individuals that don’t see right or wrong so easily and good or bad are becoming relative terms, as in whatever a person can experience good, bad or indifferent is fine so long as those involved like it or it feels good! Because I think if I’m aware of enough here in this topic, about what is actually going on, in yet another situation where a radical minority are being propped up at the expense and sacrifice of the majority, by which some adults are trying their best to promote ideology based on feelings and completely wide open liberal free-for-all thinking! But that opens a Pandora’s Box of any whimsical ideas or imaginations as being validated and OK, sort of like saying the old adage, “whatever floats your boat!” This can only be evil because that is exactly what temptation and sin are; things that any person can do if they wander outside of certain standards and principles of behavior that are based on conscience and moral integrity, not some free-for-all mode of living!

This is just plain nuts, so I can’t understand for the life of me how this is even happening or being allowed; and it makes me absolutely sick as well as angry at someone or something! Which of course because I’m a Christian and I do believe in God and consequences for our actions in this world, that this all is coming straight from hell; totally contrary to God. It is absolutely sinful thinking by such adults, and to me a crime for them to be pushing this on children; yet here we are even discussing it being in grade schools!

I’ll pray to Jesus Christ now that something happens soon to stop this horrendous destructive evil from continuing!
God bless.
Brother in Christ Jesus,
Lawrence Morra III

https://lawrencemorra.com/2020/05/12/the-destruction-of-america-with-impunity/

https://lawrencemorra.com/2020/07/05/something-is-rotten-in-america/

https://lawrencemorra.com/2020/05/05/dont-mess-with-me-im-a-catholic-ill-get-you-my-pretty-and-your-little-dog-too/

https://lawrencemorra.com/2021/11/30/let-us-save-the-unborn-now/

OMG! “America’s Favorite Pastime is Back” and they won’t be Playing any Woke Game anymore like most Professional Sports have been doing for far too long already! For this I pray! Bring back the “Spirit and Integrity of the Good Old Days” when Babe Ruth and all the other legendary pioneer good persons who were Athletic and Human Giants in their love of God, Country and Humanity, which gave them the capability to entertain the masses in a very cherished and God Sent Way, that was always; the Great American Way!

Even the Comic Book Heroes back then such as Superman signified goodness and honest moral integrity shaped with Love to inspire generations to live good productive moral lives!

Praise the Lord and I have Hope! Amen.

Brother in Christ Jesus,
Lawrence

All of this hard earned perspective you offer is fabulous and this sentence hit the cord for me because the same time frame was framing my own massive struggle! “I’ve been thinking about some of the chaos I’ve survived over the past 15 years.” Me too Joe!

A great posting Joe and Spot-On! I can relate to the struggle aspect of this horrendous ordeal that you and others speak to here because for the last 15 years I’ve been fighting an adversary that mucked up my life and put me through the proverbial ringer.

I was intentionally attacked by nefarious agents on a couple of fronts and they were hell-bent on facilitating my demise, so I had a huge battle to take on which involved fighting my way back to my former excellent physical health prior to the many skirmishers that ultimately led to a couple of major battles, one of which resulted in a massive work injury and subsequent legal battle, that even while internally injured and very sick I had to take on Pro Se, in order to support my position better than anyone else was going to in such a convoluted system; thus making sure with God’s direct help, to stay above the grave potential of losing everything and being on the street. God did give me a few huge breaks along the way, which were out of the sea of people most of which didn’t “give a rat’s ass,” but these saintly persons came into my life and stood by my side as I “fought tooth and nail” as the saying goes, to survive and hopefully maintain all I had worked so hard for; again of all my life.

Then I also took on government powers that nobody has to tell me are corrupted to the hilt having faced off with them again legally on my own, so I was fighting another war with dangerous out of control power mongers, and the only reason I’m here now able to communicate about it all and have a decent life; is God Almighty through Jesus Christ saved me, to go further down this road or path, called “my life” a while longer!

This is how the Blog game into being, to help me of course to channel all of the pent up angst, but even more, so that now; I hope to serve God and through Jesus to make a modicum of difference for other persons that need maybe just a word of encouragement! Like you’re giving to others in your writing too; saying to not quit or ever give up Hope, no matter how difficult or sad it gets, because the absolute Light and Truth of God is coming through that tunnel, believe it; as we walk our individual paths to Eternal Joyous Life! Amen. 🙏💗✝️

Your brother in Christ Jesus,
Lawrence Morra III

https://lawrencemorra.com/2022/02/13/construction-site/