There are so many lost souls and blind leading the blind! On this internet and all over the place!
I just wrote the first things that came to my mind and heart after reading this and I caught a short glimpse of what you sent about the vaccine evil sweeping the globe now! You had this to say; “I choose to go it alone in the physical world. It saves me from being disappointment.
There is an old religious belief that when a child suffers such abuse, the child needs it. The church I grew up in subscribed to that and even though they knew, they didn’t seem to care.”
Joyce that church was providing falsehood and ill-conceived interpretation of God’s word! You were subjected to misconceptions and lies so that causes damage! Just as the entire world is now being subjected to colossal lies and falsehood, which Holy Scriptures say would be the case in the End Time; so that is the matter of paramount importance, not how do we save our-lives here against these tyrants.
The one who is behind it all, Satan, uses these earthly minions to bring on destruction! Satan wants our fear and panic so we need not be afraid of anything he can try doing to us, nor even death; because God Almighty is going to save all those souls who believe in Him! And then He, God Almighty will finally put Satan with all evil into a place of everlasting punishment, the lake of fire, locked there for eternity!
We all need to focus our daily energy, outside of taking care of our responsibilities and obligations firstly to Him and thus the will of our Father in heaven, then we are following our path with Him by our side, our Lord Jesus, and letting Him guide and protect us. Amen.
Here is the response to your blog posting and what you said to me. I hope it is as effective as it can be to combine this way in a reblog!
This all sounds pretty brutal to me! Do we live in a messed up sick world; damn straight! All the more reason to turn to God Almighty because besides knowing straight-out of the gate we aren’t getting out of this alive we should also recognize if we truly are paying attention to it all, that there is a battle of mega proportions going on, I mean look around any given day or especially at that hell-hole Washington where all of our big leaders are and are they getting it together or doing so much good; not a chance, but, if I do pay attention seeing this mega battle for what it is and still can see that there is absolute good just as there is absolute evil in this world with many varying degrees in-between; this insight is a ray of light coming down upon us.
We are all in this sea of tears that have been accumulating since the very first human beings inhabited this place that we have to call home for now, and all those tears have been pouring out daily filling that sea as a consequence of sin or transgression. Cause and effect is what it comes down to and every single atom in the universe is affected by every other as they all are driven by the same forces in motion from the beginning! Why doesn’t God interfere with it all is because we can’t possibly understand or even begin to see the effects and or results of every affect; or all of the resulting outcomes. Pure absolute thought and love shrouds all of this entire fallen existence; but, because it is Divine and perfectly Holy all of this that we are enveloped in isn’t remotely as it stands possible of being in the presence of, let alone company of actual heavenly perfection; that Almighty Divine Power and Glory; God Almighty. That power could end this all right now or could have long ago, and to many of us we may think maybe He should have; but who are we to even get so uppity and self-righteous to think we can make that call, when we can’t even begin to wrap out heads around it all. Because that is what it would take to make the full and final judgment call on such a thing, and God is able and will do that, as He told us in Holy Scriptures; He alone will sort this all out and separate all the Good from the Evil or Bad.
I have to get back to what I said yesterday and many days in the past that unless we are capable of being totally humble and allowing God to be our direct focus to Truth in our lives then we become a ship with no rudder, floating aimlessly in this sea of tears! Some people ask, why should I believe in something that doesn’t give me what I want, or think I need most; and when I’m supposed to ask it from somebody I don’t see! First who are we that we can command or demand anything from anyone when we can’t even help ourselves out of this hellish mess, and solve this world’s problems, or even many of our own personal ones? We don’t have the right and we only should think about how hopelessly lost and screwed we are; being humbled by this Truth, so we can make all the necessary adjustments, as we live our daily moment to moment lives, “seeking our God first and foremost.”
Because that is our only actual Hope; nothing else matters unless we have that Hope in Him, the One who will sort out every one of those atoms in the universe, to not only make total sense out of this resulting turmoil; but will give Peace from it; to all those who deserve it! And sadly all people need peace, but, the saddest thing is many only run away from it, and seek the dark and misery on the other side of the next door or from their own shadows, on and on perpetually repeating their same basic flaw and inner struggling conflict of thinking they can hide from Truth or Fix things, if allowed to go it alone; which is trying to hide from it! Never in a million years can anyone do that and I learned through my life and from some occasional blessings how I have to accept that God is my only Hope and Salvation from this nightmare!
The simple truth is it’s all right there for the asking, and those Holy Words in the Bible are really the Words given to us by God! That is the starting point for any of us to find Hope, Solace and Salvation from the horrible mess we find ourselves in! That is our Rudder to give us the control and stability we sorely need, along with actually anything that we truly need which is good! In those words, Jesus who is God manifested in the human flesh, He told us so many wonderful things coming from His immaculate pure heart full of love, and the one that I start with is this!
5“Lord,” said Thomas, “we do not know where You are going, so how can we know the way?” 6 Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me. 7If you had known Me, you would know My Father as well. From now on you do know Him and have seen Him.” John 14:6
Then too I am always reminded in my travels or thinking of this which I know to be true to the core by my even testing it out with sincere daily belief and I’m always given direct from God incentives to continue on and do that as much as I can! Which I admit I don’t do well enough or consistently enough at times, I do slip a bit, because I get caught up in my emotion or the crooked worldly aggravations at times, which is coming from my fallible broken human nature! And nobody can be perfect here, or anything that even comes close, except maybe saints who do approach a very high level of beauty and inner perfection, that does transcend this mere broken flesh life; that they turn over to the Lord, they “let go and let God!”
Herein lays that mega conflict;
“40Then Jesus returned to the disciples and found them sleeping. “Were you not able to keep watch with Me for one hour?” He asked Peter. 41“Watch and pray so that you will not enter into temptation. For the spirit is willing, but the body is weak.” 42A second time He went away and prayed, “My Father, if this cup cannot pass unless I drink it, may Your will be done.” Matthew 26:41
Our souls need relief and a genuine means out of this place that they do not belong to, but are trapped in until our individual times come to leave this place called earth. Meanwhile we must do the following.
“4Then you will find favor and high regard in the sight of God and man. 5Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; 6in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight.” Proverbs 3:4-6
I don’t pretend to have all of the answers but none of us do nor is that remotely possible to even scratch the surface to such a dilemma, but again all the more reason to see that we are so in need of the one who will give “All Truth” and every answer that matters in time wiping away all tears and healing all hearts; but we must Trust Him, and that is the one answer I or anyone needs! And that takes active participation as well as commitment; if not, you are saying I can do it all by myself, and I’ll check back with you on this thing sometime down the road! No dice; there may not be a next time or enough time, to get our shit together; in order to be in a state of grace for the “Holiness of God” to then allow us; to be able to enter into His Glory! Amen.
God bless you.
Brother in Christ Jesus,
Lawrence Morra III
Please take the time as you can to read all of the postings and listen to any recordings! Thank you.
What is the view of child abuse? I struggle with that question. I’ve found that child abuse survivors are viewed as damaged goods. I see pity in people’s eyes. I say, don’t see me and my ordeal—understand that there are children out there right this second that are undergoing the same kind of ordeal. Young, dead bodies discarded like trash by the side of the road or on beaches… See them and know that they’ve been released. Children are toys—property of the adults who produce them. Not everybody plays nice with their toys.
I kept my eyes down as a child. I didn’t know the moon could be seen in the daylight sky until my 3-year-old son pointed it out to me. When he said, “moon”, and pointed up to the sky, I scoffed, then looked up and was amazed. There it was. At that moment, I realized I…
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Damned fine job always remains to be seen and you or I have no idea how that will sift out that is not our call! And I can say this that without Jesus Christ front and center you won’t like your outcome when your time comes nor will I if I failed; and we can fail that is a given, being as broken and lost as we are! Ponder this and really see if you can be totally honest with yourself and God above to say you are following or are you being arrogant!
Just for now I would like you and anyone reading any of this to contemplate this verse of Holy Scripture from God!
“4Then Jesus told His disciples, “If anyone wants to come after Me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow Me. 25For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake will find it. 26What will it profit a man if he gains the whole world, yet forfeits his soul? Or what can a man give in exchange for his soul?” Matthew 16:25
“32Remember Lot’s wife! 33Whoever tries to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life will preserve it. 34I tell you, on that night two people will be in one bed: One will be taken and the other left.” Luke 17:33
I see arrogance all around me; and online in heaps!
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