Yesterday I was a mass of jumbled up conflicted emotion and deep pain in my heart.
I had two massive Freight Trains colliding in my soul because one blog I wrote pertaining to the George Floyd MSM Event with its accompanying riots, looting, violence and mayhem I knew from the start was an orchestrated manipulated event with its many players and actions. Then when truth and fact finally arrived that the MSM blocked out in order to continue the AGENDA I only wanted to post it in a reblog to help get the word out and inform people which led to me and my blog being attacked and put down. But, that is nothing that I won’t stand up to, I can eat that load of crap for breakfast seven days a week! What crushed me and brought a more important harsh reality and truth to my own lap was another blog a doctor and blogger presented which tells us of five month old slumbering babies in the wombs being surgically removed alive so their little beating hearts can be removed without any anesthetic which is, excuse me, I have to stop I’m about to cry again and want to smack somebody simultaneously; these innocent lives are being VIOLATED in the most unbelievable way and there is no huge outpouring of sorrow and pity for them but for George Floyd a man with a tainted past and record who helped make matters much worse for himself and then many others is supposed to be getting all this pity? I’m not going to accept this bullshit no way no how! Look at this country what happened with all this carnage and ruin for what? For Shit! This is all hypocrisy and lies, nothing but a dirty trick to ruin and destroy!
Then I got a text message from a kind soul who has personal reasons to be more upset than me for a number of reasons one of which she is a mother and wife and has much to worry about in this climate of wickedness! Her truth and genuine heart said very little by words but in those few words the trumpets of truth were playing to my soul immediately and I wrote a long reply. I’m putting much of that and a few other words along with it here to hopefully dampen the madness running rampant and hopeful if God willing do some good in bringing enlightenment to others. I try my best is all I can do; so please believe me.
God bless you and your family in these most trying times for the true of heart, which you are. I can’t fully deal with the reality of what other human beings have become and how mechanical or even nonchalant it appears most people have become; about how they can ignore the cries and even screams of innocence all around them while they can insist and even be willing to riot and break all rule of law or civility, because one group or another says they should; especially over this recent Floyd death! The MSM and many organizations along with elected officials or leaders immediately made it a Black against Whites or a racist matter that deserved retribution and violence the likes of which this country hasn’t seen in many decades with an added animosity and hatred tied into this vile arrogant contempt for authority and obedience, especially toward Law Enforcement, the people who risk their lives to protect! They these wild rioters and so called social revolt groups are all being played and deceived by the powerful liars and most corrupt of this world, who take their marching orders from the master of all lies.
Its sickens me how so much destruction and evil violence has been perpetrated across this country and beyond; rather than all of those who did these things coming together in peace and prayer to address the real underlying issues that we all face living in a volatile corrupted world full of sin beyond measure now. I’ve found lately for people like me to see things as they truly are and then repeat or spell out what I see brings hostility, and even hatred that I should dare to be so outspoken and honest; and what then? Not follow the herd or mob mentality! I stand out when I don’t go along to get along!
Another popular blogger says in affect, she just wants to ignore things and not let it ruin her day! Can you believe that selfish, arrogant, useless attitude that some people sell themselves and then try pushing off on others! Her words were so sickening and alien to me and I’m sure they would be to Jesus if He were here now hearing them firsthand. That as she put it, being impervious to the sporadic whims of life, or just roll with it and be unbothered by things that would have usually sent me into negativity, or I guess what she meant give her a bad hair day! With the amount of debauchery and destruction that had already taken place across this Nation lately and then to speak in such a cavalier selfish way shows me a person is totally bonkers or lost!
Then, to top it off this same person was part of the public outcry about poor George Floyd and jumped in on the bandwagon and media hoopla to say how this was “so unjust” and I hear you all out there rioting and wanting to kill cops she basically said when all of this rampant insanity was playing out in the streets. But, now to where she only says, I won’t let things bother me, and so this matter of a five month old human being in a womb slumbering that is suddenly ripped out and while feeling and living with its little beating heart and then having that heart surgically removed without any anesthetic isn’t worth getting all stirred up about; I reckon. But, this woman of the cyber world is saying I’m not going to let things muss up my hair! What a Hideous person she is to be so phony and two-faced while innocence is screaming out, but she don’t want to hear it; only when it comes to racial injustice because Al Sharpton came out of the cracks in the floor saying “it’s us against them again,” like he did all of his life making it a media spectacle, and she could only hear that chorus of manipulated crowds of thugs saying poor Floyd! No humility in this wench I can tell you that, and I wouldn’t trust her with anything, who knows what kind of demonic forces play with her heart and soul. So many are that self-centered and vain today, and we actually see people doing this to unborn innocence. Which reminds me of the ritualistic sacrifices of babies made by ancient pagan idolaters and those people back then were, and, these today are, all motivated to do these things by Satan; just like those in the riots were of late, I do believe!
photo courtesy of Touchstone Pictures and Icon Productions
These are atrocities being effectuated by the diabolical and some chick thinks she will just tune it out and that is fine, so, we should do the same! That would be the blind leading the blind and I’m not going to join that crowd.
Here were a few thoughts that came to mind immediately upon reading this attitude about self worship and ultimately not serving God, being displayed online that was all justified with, God loves me more than anything, so I can do and be fine with Him each day. Apparently saying, I just have to worry about me and all those things out there, that’s not my problem! But, only things that will boost my ego or favor with the world, then I’ll give some lip service, play the game; “the way of the world.”
Yes, Jesus Christ dies on the cross for our sins, but, that doesn’t mean we have a license to be phony hypocrites and enjoy the party while it lasts. It’s up to each individual to produce a “genuine faith” full of humility and sorrow for what wrongs we have done; having a contrite heart full of love for Him which we show daily by being willing to pick up our own crosses and follow him, giving up the pleasures and vanities of this world, making our own ultimate sacrifice in order to be found truly worthy of forgiveness and eternal life, by not being lukewarm and a pretender, who gives plenty of lip service, but underneath all of that doesn’t do enough lifting of that cross that each of us has to carry until the day we drop.
God please help us we are in the worst of times on earth I believe, and we need you to return, dear Jesus. Amen.
After I wrote the above thoughts referring to the woman with an attitude that I shared here with this fine woman, I came upon the following verses of Scripture immediately.
“Those who love their own life will lose it; those who hate their own life in this world will keep it for life eternal.”
“For if you want to save your own life, you will lose it; but if you lose your life for me and for the gospel, you will save it.”
“For if you want to save your own life, you will lose it; but if you lose your life for my sake, you will find it.”
First John 2:15-16 says, “Do not love the world or anything in the world. If anyone loves the world, love for the Father is not in them. For everything in the world—the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life—comes not from the Father but from the world.”