“Jesus, our Lord, entered our world, just so that we could enter His”
Quite profound and true words of wisdom you shared! I’ve been through some sad and painful things over the last dozen years that eventually altered me internally and externally, but, I still function very well by His grace and many would not have prevailed as I did if confronted with the same challenges, so, I must count my blessings and accept the outward appearance of what seems unfortunate, but, in reality is only what comes to all of we humans one way or another; change and broken as all things in the material world will do! Then realizing that the ultimate and important invisible change took place on the inside or hidden; the spiritual or deep in my soul; which belongs to God! So, whatever benefit will eventually be derived from all of this challenge and my suffering, will be manifested in His presence, when I complete my time on this earth and then really join with Him in His glorious loving Holy perfection; then I will be completely transformed into His eternal image and likeness, as a perfect child of God; at which time everything will be fine, so completely happy and joyous beyond imagination!
“Jesus, our Lord, entered our world, just so that we could enter His, becoming witnesses of His Greatness.
Until we are seen, until we believe in Him, we only believe that we see Him, in reality, seeing only a vague form. Those who see Him will not be able to remain the same.” “When God Approached – Max Lucado”
This tells me that all things are in God’s hands as His plan unfolds and that these changes are both inevitable and they serve His Divine purpose; so that in the end we are able to have a perfect loving relationship with Him as unique individual free children of God’s. Perhaps this is analogous with birth pains being part of every new child coming into this existence, not easy, but, worth the effort and desire to know and love Him.
In a discussion with a blogger who pointed out that “actions speak louder than words,” and, how one should “trust actions not words” especially in having the life you imagine; basically, one thing came to my mind based on life experience and God’s words.
My perspective is different here and I try to point out what I see as I too have taken strong action and picked up my roots and crossed a continent in my car living on a shoestring as the saying goes, in order to pursue dreams or desires; but, all of that was nothing when compared to the words that came out of my own mouth at times, which sometimes did so much good for another, and showed my true heart, although, at other times my words condemned me for my lack or own arrogance, anger and stupidity!
It all depends what words are spoken, when and to whom, because, words actually carry the truth from one’s heart, which to me will always outdo any action that isn’t first instructed by truth!
“It is not without significance that two of the Ten Commandments deal with speech—taking the name of God in vain and bearing false witness against another person” (Ex. 20:7, 16). christiancourier
“I say unto you, that every idle word that men shall speak, they shall give account thereof in the day of judgment. For by your words you will be justified, and by your words you will be condemned.” (Mt. 12:36-37).
Matthew 4:4 “But He answered and said, “It is written, ‘Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceeds from the mouth of God.”
Proverbs 12:18 – “There is one whose rash words are like sword thrusts, but the tongue of the wise brings healing.”
1 Peter 3:9; “Do not repay evil with evil or insult with insult. On the contrary, repay evil with blessing, because to this you were called so that you may inherit a blessing.”
Proverbs 16:24; “Kind words are like honey – sweet to the soul and healthy for the body.”
Matthew 15:18; “But what comes out of the mouth proceeds from the heart, and this defiles a person.”
Matthew 12:36; “I tell you, on the day of judgment people will give account for every careless word they speak.”
Matthew 12:37; “For by your words you will be justified, and by your words you will be condemned.”
Modernism, Paganism and Freemasonry are within the very sanctuary of the Church, and Communism in the world at large.
That train of thought was the beginning of a blog commentary back and forth with a very devout Catholic that inspired me to open up my heart and soul today regarding things I prayed on last night and then again in the early morning upon waking too; when I realized I needed to start composing these thoughts and feelings from my own personal hard-fought experience to help others and this woman did give me the additional catalyst and insight via the Holy Spirit to say it right! As I responded to words that caught my eyes more toward the end of her long comment, these stood out to me from the page before I even looked at the starting point of the text. They basically said we are in a time when parents have to struggle incessantly worrying over the effects this modern technological world which is a hedonist, atheistic world of anti-Christian, materialistic secularism, and as we can see lately Marxist Communism rising to capture the multitudes.
Here is what I explained to her and then again responding to her commentary all of what I said amazingly was inspired because after I addressed her latter part of her message I returned to the blog and what she said before seeing my response which took some time to compose, but, you can see by this sample here of a paragraph I wrote to her was on cue 100% synchronized and could only be the Holy Spirit at work. “Now we have people like author Rowling that promote sorcery and the occult like it’s a fun thing in Harry Potter, manipulating young minds and hearts to seek fanciful worlds of magic and mysticism over seeking to know God and their actual purpose for existing.” As you read I’ll hopefully explain well enough for you to understand my total sense of urgency and need for any of you who love Jesus Christ and believe or even if you have had a wishy-washy faith, and, know of others who don’t believe, you need to focus on the utter importance that this is urgent, this plea I make to others to seek God now!
I had written recently about this period we’re in now how it isn’t just a most unprecedented of times but the “most” unprecedented that will ever come to this weary world because, there is no way the confrontation coming will be quelled without utter ruin, the likes of which this planet and all of humanity has never witnessed! Even I believe far beyond the cataclysmic end by the flood and a new beginning of Noah’s time; because this is a ruin from the inside out, and from without, together in order for diabolical evil to gain complete control, and, not like the sweeping flood from a deluge of rain water from above! I remember in a movie this character says “free your mind and your ass will follow,” and how that is what the Devil is working to prevent, because, he and the many evil minions some of which are in our high government positions see that enslaving the minds, then the asses will follow like sheep!
I just heard that a city council meeting may have started out with a prayer to Allah and Satan, which I certainly will investigate, but, I bring it up not because I already know that is quite possibly true, but because of what you mentioned already in your writing on the blog along with my own insights of how the Free Masons and Illuminati along with the Luciferians, and all manner of evil occult practices are thoroughly permeated into the fabric of our high-tech digital, AI networked global society, that has turned its back on Jesus Christ and thusly God the Father; with a rebellion I feel is not unlike the beginning of all rebellion, when Lucifer with the fallen angels rebuked and transgressed God.
I see the striking clash of this present time mind-set so strongly contrasts the period when C.S. Lewis was writing for the sake of children in some of his writings, to inspire Christianity and the love of Christ in their hearts, after having lost his faith when his mother died, later regaining it miraculously and so beautifully. Now we have people like Rowling that promote sorcery and the occult like it’s a fun thing in her Harry Potter series manipulating young minds and hearts to seek fanciful worlds of magic and mysticism over seeking to know God and their actual purpose for existing. The world has played with fire for too long and now the magnitude of this folly or vanityis so massive that there will never be another time so ripe, for not just the communists Marxist devils of the world, but, no better a moment for the Devil himself to seize this opportunity to steal most if not all of humanity he figures from God, as his one final ultimate act of contempt and hatred of God Himself!
In my mind there is no doubt we are in WWIII and this is the final battle, but, not just as you are well aware of war by attrition, to as in the past, slug it out until the good guys prevail, and then rebuild, only this is to have that one huge spiritual battle of Armageddon the clash between Heaven and Hell when all the forces both material and spiritual will be unleashed like never before and it is coming sooner I’m sure, barring any act of God Himself to postpone this inevitable demise. There is no way all the powers and principalities are going to sort this earthly man-made mess out to some comfortable good compromise or peace. Its one big poker-game and the stakes are never going to be higher; winner takes all!
I prefer to think you’re the one in the greater state of grace being truly inspired, but, I’m a hit or miss sort who wants to do better for God and do at times and then I allow the bad that has happened, to gain my attention and distort my feelings or clarity. I mostly let anger get a grip and my blood boils, but, never to actually strike out at all, just only hurting myself with stress and worry which the Devil loves any of us to do. It’s best to look at it like my father always told me, “they can do anything to this body and even destroy it, but my soul belongs to God!” That sums it up as to being strong in ones faith not letting anything come between us and God through our faith in Jesus Christ! We just need to do the work and commit daily, religiously and even a regimental practice keeping our asses in alignment with His will.
What I admit there is I’m a very passionate and compassionate man, but, by the hand of the dirty crooked world I was damaged and because of that have some residual anxiety, which we all actually have honestly speaking if you’re a human being with a real conscience and feelings in these insane times, how could we not be stressed, sad and worried with all of what is happening in the world and even in our own backyards, it will surely take away your ease or true peace of mind. So, besides having to survive day to day with the work and toil of the living, we now are faced with this added stress factor which is real and people can choose to ignore it or numb it, and the final option which I utilize is turn it over to the Lord with genuine humility allowing Him to manage it or even heal it giving inner strength to any who follow Him, to carry their own cross, and, this is indeed part of doing that which is mandatoryin today’sHelter-Skelter Mad-cap World!
It will never overpower my faith and love for Jesus, I’ve been tested in fire, as one good man and friend put it to me a few years ago in a deep conversation, how it really is, that not many people actually truly comprehend and know this about me. I should be dead several times over, as I have fought a battle within society where I was set-up and then antagonized or provoked to elicit anger, so that I would mess up and then give the fascists the upper hand to clobber me and tear me to shreds, but, I outwitted these devils by God’s Holy Spirit touching and giving me strength! For the most part people don’t give a damn when a person like me takes on the evil system alone, and that is OK with me, I used to care what people think about me or want them to like me, but, that is so much vanity and is foolish to me now, I only need Jesus Christ, I have no one else anyway really, none of us do, because, we all face our own death with only ourselves in that moment of leaving this life, I know that, and this world means nothing to me. I think I can safely say that I know what martyrdom tastes like up close and personal, its hard, but, Jesus is there to help.
I was forcefully attacked both spiritually and physically on North American Martyr Day after having sprinkled Holy Water on the interior of a building I worked in where a tyrant and evil minion of Satan’s ruled with impunity within a government operation, and, I was told to do that by a man who once studied in the seminary to be a priest and didn’t go through with being ordained. Obviously, his not doing this task himself is very telling, and, I happened along to have the honors and sprinkled plenty of Holy Water throughout praying as I went, especially on the big head honcho’s office! The man I was up against within the government circles was so bad that many used to call him the Devil and he was proud of that title and told me so when I was first employed there, saying to me, “there are many who call me the Devil himself!” Mind you this is a person in a government agency with a big responsibility to the public and all of the personnel that worked in that location; and this blatant arrogant vile statement was beyond the “Emperor having no cloths,” but, was telling me clearly this man was either demonically influenced with a network of the same within this overall organization to be so flippant and brash, or he was actually possessed! He was even witnessed as saying he blames God for everything. Me, the happy go lucky nice big brother to anyone was put in this predicament for a good reason, just like my Dad always said, there is a reason for everything! My priest friend now, knows all of these things and not even family know the half of it, nor have time for it. Some people don’t care out of selfishness and being somewhat weak, not having a strong enough faith that they practice. I’m telling anyone who reads this I do it only for one reason, because, we are in the End Time and you better get your ass in gear to prepare your own souls for judgment; I know this is part of my duty to say this, and, I do hope in my heart I’m helping someone out there.
I had a few ladies lately speak about Catholics and how they being in other churches see this all as too much pomp or tradition and ritual! I say this today to anyone that will listen. Don’t you see how conflicted and sick humans are and how much sin they possess? Do you really think you can skate though life and be devoid of making huge mistakes in your faith for Jesus? I see the regimented doctrinal practice of faith as an only tool that keeps people on the straight and narrow, because, what did Jesus say! “Enter the narrow gate, for the gate is wide and the road is spacious which leads to destruction, and many are those who are going in it.” Matthew 7:13
People think they can have their cake and eat it too, because, they say I’m a Christian and I don’t hurt anyone. I love Jesus! So, that will do it for many; they so think. If it were that easy why is all of this confusion and mayhem going on all around us and even in our own families? Or people that call themselves Christians are fighting other Christians and the oldest and strongest of the original Christian Church the Roman Catholic Church is infiltrated with evil and bad people among many good ones; the diabolical conflict within and without! I would never be so stupid as to throw the baby out with the bath water. And, if this strongest pillar of the Church the Church Jesus told Peter to build and be the head of, the first Pope in essence, has been so corrupted to ruin it you don’t think many smaller denominations are being infiltrated by evil spirits or weren’t when they broke away from the original Church in the big Reformation? The Devil is working on all levels and was since the beginning with all peoples, to corrupt and manipulate to his own nefarious designs.
All one need do is look at the Jim Jones story and how the Church he established from Reformation-Fake Christians, his People’s Temple, which this cult led by Reverend Jim Jones, “Jonestown Massacre,” How 909 people followed a cult leader to Guyana, ‘drank the Kool-Aid!” (history.com) Some people put themselves up on a huge pedestal of knowing so much and many self-proclaimed expert authors are making plenty of money selling their own brand of Christianity, who are apparently geniuses knowing so much, that God wants them to set us all straight, but, 909 people and souls died as a direct result of the Reformation or one of these splinter cult groups of which there are too many to count, having caused much loss of life and souls. So, because all of this mayhem and corruption abounds everywhere we look, now seeing our earthly lives are in a quagmire of deception, destruction and ruinous sin. And, the road to destruction is the road we are on and in! We are living in SIN and no hope of escaping it by our own plans or conceptualizations, Jesus didn’t say I died for you, so have your sins and then I will fix the books! NO WAY, we better “shape up or ship out,” like my Mom said! “Wherefore, my beloved, as ye have always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much more in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear and trembling.”Philippians 2:12, that’s no silly thing; we should fear the possible loss we face now, not down the road when dying or when I feel like it! On the other-side of this life is eternity; and, can any of us say with certainty that we are home free? NO WAY! And, Satan is looking to trip up as many as he can before they die! Look at these minions in the streets and all the higher notable people that live in horrendous sin and lust for power like George Soros, Hillary or Obama and Xi JinPing with his Chinese Communist Party, along with so many others that the list is countless! I didn’t suffer; this is nothing, because we all deserve hell! As it is written, “There is no one righteous; no, not one.” Romans 3:10
Many churches and its followers think a modern designer approach is good enough or they know Scripture and stand by it. Then, many of these same people live lives of selfishness or lack true humility, thinking they know what they are doing! Wake up; every one that wants to make it to heaven, this world is passing away and your opportunity to make it there is disappearing before your very eyes; don’t you get that? And, you’re not going to cut it if you are halfhearted and not in all the way and willing to carry your cross every day without fail fighting this sinful world that wants to devour your time, energy and soul!This is the world of vanities and sin where the prince of darkness has his way. It’s not a fluff and puffed up affair of I do a bit and I live a bit! No, it is all in, and, do or die, especially now there is no excuse, you get that? The proverbial writing isn’t just on the wall it’s everywhere and in your face! Look at all those fires in Australia the likes of which have never been seen before on earth in Modern Times destroying billions of animals along with their habitat which were all arson, intentionally set fires to increase havoc and suffering on earth, fear factor and misery, by the evil people like the Jihadists or minions of Xi JinPing and Soros!
Then, here in the US because of one Black man Floyd all this carnage and death occurred around this land and you think that was just erupting because of Floyd? It was planned by the same evil people and the Devil; just like the Plandemic the Wuhan Corona Virus or COVID-19. On a microcosm level personally, I’ve gotten to relate to some people online very personably and because I have a heart and care they took me for money, in one case even playing the role of a devout Catholic and being a shyster, conning people to pity and extend a helping hand with cash. Another was a, Southern Born Again Denominational Church member. I did help, with quite a lot, that I know most if not all of you would not have done, but, I got fooled and when I realized I was taken, it angered me, but, then I said let that person find their way, hopefully that person wakes up soon. It’s like that with Jesus we can pretend and talk the talk, but, what are we really after? This person wanted money to do whatever and get it easy. NO SHORT CUTS OR MALARKEY WILL DO WITH GOD!
To this other fine blogger with an exemplary article I had already typed some text in the blog reply window and was also writing or composing my text in other text pages to transfer. I do this occasionally being in a hurry then not checking over and over to make sure it’s correct, especially when using multiple sources, and of course in my own blog I can edit and fix them; but, on someone else’s obviously I can’t. See, here by example, regimentation and stronger checks and balances is needed in our faith too! Being careless or flimsy and in a big hurry can throw us off our balance or maintaining the bench mark we need to maintain for the highest standard or in other words the strongest faith we can muster. My Dad I must say again, was reminding us often saying that, “we need a routine and discipline without them we are going to surely run into more troubles than we should.”How else can one stay on the straight and narrow when we live in a chaotic upside down mess? A world of confusions and temptations abounding, so many conflicting humans, and especially now being manipulated by powerful evil people, and; this all from Satan. We don’t get away with, “well that’s above my pay grade,” like the people I worked with that knew like I, that this boss was evil, and, that the crooked system was wrong to enable such people to have the upper-hand, but, they just went along to get along! Like Hannah Arendt states in her writings about evil, “And so, the vast majority of evil done on Earth traces back to minds and wills that have been abandoned to fear and laid on the Altar of Obedience.” Or the prophetic words by Edmund Burke “The only thing necessary for evil to triumph is for good men to do nothing,”Corruption begets more corruption. At least in our personal affairs of duty, responsibility and obligation we can strive to be disciplined and as accurate as possible, asking Jesus through the Holy Spirit to help us; please. Thank you for this opportunity God, and, all of you out there. Amen.
Holy Gospel of Jesus Christ according to Saint Matthew10: 37-42
“Whoever loves father or mother more than me is not worthy of me, and whoever loves son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me;
and whoever does not take up his cross and follow after me is not worthy of me.
Whoever finds his life will lose it, and whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.
Whoever receives you receives me, and whoever receives me receives the one who sent me.
Whoever receives a prophet because he is a prophet will receive a prophet’s reward, and whoever receives a righteous man because he is righteous will receive a righteous man’s reward.
And whoever gives only a cup of cold water to one of these little ones to drink because he is a disciple – amen, I say to you, he will surely not lose his reward.”
I hope all of you out there can have the contrite, humble heart that is needed in order to allow God Almighty, by His Holy Spirit to take charge of your immortal soul and lead you to paths of righteousness, so that you will enter by the narrow gate into His eternal kingdom. Amen.
“As it is written, There is none righteous, no, not one.” Romans 3:10
A nice lady who was blogging about a beautiful specimen of a woman who could be a seductress and indeed had gone through several hardships over her feminine beauty in dealing with men or even in a love/romance relationship always being eventually disappointed, hurt and damaged but going on to fight the next battle with determination and a stubbornness to prove herself right. The blogger thought of her as a brave warrior because she kept dusting herself off and going on to the next skirmish or battle in life mostly in dealing with men as they relate to her beauty and femininity. She asked why does the world look at this woman with contempt and judge her some kind of failure when it was the men and world that failed her!
This blogger was asking what was this other woman’s mistake? I think seeing the woman as not doing anything wrong was this nice lady’s misconception, as she isn’t perfect, so she must make mistakes! The blogger continues saying, how in every relationship she, that most radiant beauty, was the victim by men and the world, how she was the one who was used, betrayed, abused ultimately causing her great suffering both emotionally and mentally; yet, the patriarchal world or society looks upon her and addresses her as a sinner! Of course when we look at this circumstance clearly we have to know that we are all sinners, the men, women and the society or, “ways of the world” by which men and women can live by, or not let that become their trap and vicious cycle of try and fail over and over.
I believe this blogger was seeing this woman too much as a two dimensional being and agreeing with her failures due to seeing it as a matter of depending on self only; not seeking the higher calling for her being alive to begin with. This limiting perspective will only fail each and every time anyone sets themselves against the world and thinks they will find a way to beat it and come out on top by sheer determination or just learning how to fight the world harder, while perhaps learning the ways of the world better and go along for the ride. That will always lead to doom; and here is why in my humble opinion.
There are lines we must not cross regardless of personal perspective or even upbringing, because God will judge all human beings by what is truly in their own heart! What fills that heart is the sum total of all one’s life experiences, but, the great equalizer is “Conscience” and every person has one excluding the exception of a sociopath or pure evil which does exist. One must learn through life to choose carefully what actions or behaviors they display or elicit from others for that can become a pathway to temptation and sin which are the ruin of humankind from the original fall from grace when Adam and Eve transgressed God, who is God, the Omnipotent always right in all matters, no exceptions. So, that is who we should attune our hearts to nothing else, not worldly fashion or promise nor the allures of fame and fortune nothing will bring everlasting peace and happiness to any soul unless it is through God Almighty the Creator of the universe and we broke humans. It starts with humility and people today lack it sorely putting themselves and some others up on high pedestals, which is complete folly and some stay on that path thinking they are god-like which is what pagan ancient civilizations produced in Greece, the Roman Empire or Mayan among many other empires, which even went as far as human sacrifice in their evil behavior. So yes, there is benevolence and there is actual evil in the universe and mankind is plagued with the dilemma of this dichotomy, the choice is up to each person, but, all have the opportunity I believe to turn things around before they are doomed! The pure example of this is when God came as one of us to say this will be the only way to redeem the fallen sinners, if I God suffer their punishments and transgressions out of my eternal love, but, all they have to do is appreciate and accept this gift from God showing in their heart of hearts by faith in Him, that they believe in Him and will do His will not their own; which even while God Jesus was dying for all our sins on a cross an illustration of this forgiveness was made.
When Jesus was on the cross, there were two criminals beside Him. One of the criminals hurled insults at Jesus. But the other one said, “Jesus, remember me when you come into your kingdom.” Jesus answered him, “Verily I say unto thee today, thou shalt be with me in paradise.” Luke 23:43 That criminal did a lot of bad things in his life. But, God showed him right then that there is hope and Jesus is it, the Savior who will judge and forgive those who humble themselves and have faith in Him.
photo courtesy of: ICON Productions-Mel Gibson “The Passion of The Christ”
Does the bible give the names of the two thieves on the cross next to Jesus? According to Nicodemus, their names are Dismas and Gestas. Gestas made fun of Jesus, while Dismas rebuked Gestas.
What this tells us is we are the instrument of our own destruction or salvation “through Jesus Christ” by making the simple decision to turn to Jesus and ask for forgiveness or reject Him and be banished for eternity! biblestudyresources.org
“Vanity of vanities, says the Preacher, Vanity of vanities! All is vanity” (Ecclesiastes 1:2,
Romans 8:20says that all creation was subjected to vanity because of God’s curse.When Adam sinned, God cursed all that He had made (Genesis 3:17–19). In other words, perfection was lost.All of creation is now falling short of its original purpose; rather than working in harmony with God and creation, inhabitants of the earth have turned on each other and against God. We still reel from the effects of that curse. Everything meant to be right side up is upside down. The chaos and insanity of the world as we know it are due to the fact that God has subjected creation to vanity until the time when it will be set free (Romans 8:21).
At the root of all vanity isself, which demands to be protected at all costs. Self cannot co-rule our lives along with the Holy Spirit. God will not share His throne. That’s why Jesus calls us to die to self in order to follow Him (Luke 9:23). Vanity is an enemy of the Spirit and must be constantly brought to the cross and crucified(Galatians 2:20; Romans 6:1–6). gotquestions.org/Bible-vanity
Lawrence Morra 6/25/2020
“Women’s Beauty Sin or Curse?”We’re all Sinners, seeking God’s guidance, His will through Jesus Christ is the only way to turn from all sins of this world. Amen.
Yesterday I was a mass of jumbled up conflicted emotion and deep pain in my heart.
I had two massive Freight Trains colliding in my soul because one blog I wrote pertaining to the George Floyd MSM Event with its accompanying riots, looting, violence and mayhem I knew from the start was an orchestrated manipulated event with its many players and actions. Then when truth and fact finally arrived that the MSM blocked out in order to continue the AGENDA I only wanted to post it in a reblog to help get the word out and inform people which led to me and my blog being attacked and put down. But, that is nothing that I won’t stand up to, I can eat that load of crap for breakfast seven days a week! What crushed me and brought a more important harsh reality and truth to my own lap was another blog a doctor and blogger presented which tells us of five month old slumbering babies in the wombs being surgically removed alive so their little beating hearts can be removed without any anesthetic which is, excuse me, I have to stop I’m about to cry again and want to smack somebody simultaneously; these innocent lives are being VIOLATED in the most unbelievable way and there is no huge outpouring of sorrow and pity for them but for George Floyd a man with a tainted past and record who helped make matters much worse for himself and then many others is supposed to be getting all this pity? I’m not going to accept this bullshit no way no how! Look at this country what happened with all this carnage and ruin for what? For Shit! This is all hypocrisy and lies, nothing but a dirty trick to ruin and destroy!
Then I got a text message from a kind soul who has personal reasons to be more upset than me for a number of reasons one of which she is a mother and wife and has much to worry about in this climate of wickedness! Her truth and genuine heart said very little by words but in those few words the trumpets of truth were playing to my soul immediately and I wrote a long reply. I’m putting much of that and a few other words along with it here to hopefully dampen the madness running rampant and hopeful if God willing do some good in bringing enlightenment to others. I try my best is all I can do; so please believe me.
God bless you and your family in these most trying times for the true of heart, which you are. I can’t fully deal with the reality of what other human beings have become and how mechanical or even nonchalant it appears most people have become; about how they can ignore the cries and even screams of innocence all around them while they can insist and even be willing to riot and break all rule of law or civility, because one group or another says they should; especially over this recent Floyd death! The MSM and many organizations along with elected officials or leaders immediately made it a Black against Whites or a racist matter that deserved retribution and violence the likes of which this country hasn’t seen in many decades with an added animosity and hatred tied into this vile arrogant contempt for authority and obedience, especially toward Law Enforcement, the people who risk their lives to protect! They these wild rioters and so called social revolt groups are all being played and deceived by the powerful liars and most corrupt of this world, who take their marching orders from the master of all lies.
Its sickens me how so much destruction and evil violence has been perpetrated across this country and beyond; rather than all of those who did these things coming together in peace and prayer to address the real underlying issues that we all face living in a volatile corrupted world full of sin beyond measure now. I’ve found lately for people like me to see things as they truly are and then repeat or spell out what I see brings hostility,and even hatredthat I should dare to be so outspoken and honest; and what then? Not follow the herd or mob mentality! I stand out when I don’t go along to get along!
Another popular blogger says in affect, she just wants to ignore things and not let it ruin her day! Can you believe that selfish, arrogant, useless attitude that some people sell themselves and then try pushing off on others! Her words were so sickening and alien to me and I’m sure they would be to Jesus if He were here now hearing them firsthand. That as she put it, being impervious to the sporadic whims of life, or just roll with it and be unbothered by things that would have usually sent me into negativity, or I guess what she meant give her a bad hair day!With the amount of debauchery and destruction that had already taken place across this Nation lately and then to speak in such a cavalier selfish way shows me a person is totally bonkers or lost!
Then, to top it off this same person was part of the public outcry about poor George Floyd and jumped in on the bandwagon and media hoopla to say how this was “so unjust” and I hear you all out there rioting and wanting to kill cops she basically said when all of this rampant insanity was playing out in the streets. But, now to where she only says, I won’t let things bother me, and so this matter of a five month old human being in a womb slumbering that is suddenly ripped out and while feeling and living with its little beating heart and then having that heart surgically removed without any anesthetic isn’t worth getting all stirred up about; I reckon.But, this woman of the cyber world is saying I’m not going to let things muss up my hair! What a Hideous person she is to be so phony and two-faced while innocence is screaming out, but she don’t want to hear it; only when it comes to racial injustice because Al Sharpton came out of the cracks in the floor saying “it’s us against them again,” like he did all of his life making it a media spectacle, and she could only hear that chorus of manipulated crowds of thugs saying poor Floyd! No humility in this wench I can tell you that, and I wouldn’t trust her with anything, who knows what kind of demonic forces play with her heart and soul. So many are that self-centered and vain today, and we actually see people doing this to unborn innocence.Which reminds me of the ritualistic sacrifices of babies made by ancient pagan idolaters and those people back then were, and, these today are, all motivated to do these things by Satan; just like those in the riots were of late, I do believe!
photo courtesy of Touchstone Pictures and Icon Productions
These are atrocities being effectuated by the diabolical and some chick thinks she will just tune it out and that is fine, so, we should do the same! That would be the blind leading the blind and I’m not going to join that crowd.
Here were a few thoughts that came to mind immediately upon reading this attitude about self worship and ultimately not serving God, being displayed online that was all justified with, God loves me more than anything, so I can do and be fine with Him each day. Apparently saying, I just have to worry about me and all those things out there, that’s not my problem! But, only things that will boost my ego or favor with the world, then I’ll give some lip service, play the game; “the way of the world.”
Yes, Jesus Christ dies on the cross for our sins, but, that doesn’t mean we have a license to be phony hypocrites and enjoy the party while it lasts. It’s up to each individual to produce a “genuine faith” full of humility and sorrow for what wrongs we have done; having a contrite heart full of love for Him which we show daily by being willing to pick up our own crosses and follow him, giving up the pleasures and vanities of this world, making our own ultimate sacrifice in order to be found truly worthy of forgiveness and eternal life, by not being lukewarm and a pretender, who gives plenty of lip service, but underneath all of that doesn’t do enough lifting of that cross that each of us has to carry until the day we drop.
God please help us we are in the worst of times on earth I believe, and we need you to return, dear Jesus. Amen.
After I wrote the above thoughts referring to the woman with an attitude that I shared here with this fine woman, I came upon the following verses of Scripture immediately.
“Those who love their own life will lose it; those who hate their own life in this world will keep it for life eternal.”
John 12:25
“For if you want to save your own life, you will lose it; but if you lose your life for me and for the gospel, you will save it.”
Mark 8:35
“For if you want to save your own life, you will lose it; but if you lose your life for my sake, you will find it.”
Matthew 16:25
First John 2:15-16 says, “Do not love the world or anything in the world. If anyone loves the world, love for the Father is not in them. For everything in the world—the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life—comes not from the Father but from the world.”
Inspired by my Christian Sister Ali this opening script are her words that started an inferno in my heart to hear what the Lord is saying about change!
“We can carry around emotional junk for years without realizing how it’s impacting us.”
“Thank God for Ali”
Yes Ma’am Ali….You nailed it down here as to how we many times keep house and how we should keep ourselves tidy or organized, in another sense prepared or even just preparing for additional changes coming or necessary alteration and altercations that life here on earth can throw at us; because we aren’t in heaven yet; not by a long shot!
I was initially caught up in the truth of what you said pertaining to me literally as far as the physical stuff in my life, all the extra baggage, and if you saw what I mean you would have pity on me I’m sure, you might even offer your services for a fee to streamline this ship I dwell within! It’s like a cargo ship of sorts a heavy laden vessel, and never mind a cargo hold the whole place is one!!! How did I do this to myself? It started small like your story analogy with a junk draw then two, three and four, but after a while that didn’t work no more! So, then a closet became another even larger junk storage location, to keep just about anything I could fit into it that I wasn’t sure what to do with or thought do I really want to part with this thing, or maybe I’ll have some use for it someday, right?
Sure I could deceive myself easily once this ball got rolling gathering up more of its own inertia until it was a bloody freight train roaring down the tracks with a mind of its own basically telling me to stay out of the way and I’m just along for the ride now!Who is running this train anyway, it sure isn’t me and as far as I know I’m present and accounted for, but, there has to be somebody else around running this building catastrophe?
Now that my garage has taken on the appearance of the closets what can be next? The whole property becomes a draw of junk or buried under so much of this stuff I’m living in a“Junk Yard?” I remember as a teen me and a couple of buddies would love heading over to some what we called “Junk Yards” or auto salvage businesses where all sorts of neat old cars were lying around because they still had some useful parts or even a motor that could be scavenged or brought back to operating condition with a rebuild and as we said back then, dropped into a hot-rod, making for a really cool machine!
Things got nipped in the bud in those days because if I brought one junk car onto my parents property, my dad would say something like, “what are you doing with that piece of junk,” to which I would reply, well dad it’s a really cool car and needs some parts and fixing up but it’s going to be a really nice car. He would say, “Look, a car to me is transportation to get me to and from work or from here to there but not to pile up on my property because it can be cool.” He would then give me an ultimatum to have it off the property by a certain day or he would have the rubbish hauler come take it away, “so hurry and sell it or junk it.” Of course as an adult I’ve had many years to develop whatever habits I want and account to no one but myself right? So, here I am with lots of things that need a home or a “Junk Yard” but, certainly not here where I live and make my home! And this is just the literal material Junk we are talking here in my life, because we haven’t even touched the surface of what it’s like on the inside or in the figurative sense, “the worries or clutter in the mind” or the not letting go of that which is “not helpful and practical” as my dad always called it, so too that a person frees them-self from the “things that make us weary” which Jesus was referring to in the scripture you kindly left! “Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest…”(Matthew 11:28 NLT)
Perhaps this verse or little prayer is key in this dilemma,
“God grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change…the Courage to change the things I can…and the Wisdom to know the difference.”
The part here where it says “Courage to Change,” I’ve been a bloody coward not letting go of many things that I don’t need or actually want on my back, but built up a false sense of security by holding onto anything and everything that is attached to yesterday and the past, remembrances and keepsakes that never did what I thought they would for me by holding them tight, so I just kept holding onto additional things perhaps subconsciously thinking these will do the job, but, they never do!I have to do the job not things or anyone else, just “me with God”who is there for me always to give me the confidence to just let go and move on! Man this is so awakening and hard too, because being overly sentimental I have allowed not only things to pile up but my emotions of past times or joys long since passed, just never gotten over them or been resolved, the fact that they are gone now and won’t matter tomorrow because tomorrow brings a new day and a new dawn or awakening of who I really am, NOW, I’m not back in the past I’m in the here and now and this is who I am! This reminds me of something else dad would say when I was growing up how, “some people can’t live down their past or let go of it!”
But, now by your nice insightful essay, you remind us how Jesus Christ can solve any problem or help us through any difficulty we may experience but we have to be honest and really turn it over to Him and then ask him to show us the way we need to go or how to handle one thing or another, to move forward making progress!What I did was allowed, illusion or a facade to transfix me on past, thinking it can remain when it cannot and is gone, so it’s time to move away from the past and leave it where it belongs both physically and emotionally, as sad as that might be, it is what is best! “Everything has its proper place,” was something dad like mom said many a time to me and my siblings when we were growing up; learning what life is all about!
God bless you sister in Christ Jesus,
Lawrence Morra
And entertaining character study adventure film you may like, Runaway Train
Now the truth is coalescing regardless of the nefarious sinister plots being orchestrated by very financially wealthy individuals like Bill Gates but moreover very Satanic minded occult manipulators working in concert with Satan, the NWO agenda and eventual Antichrist being the ruler of the entire enslaved human race. Many years back I was like Mike Smith Out of the Shadows as I had a foot in the door in Hollywood having been invited into the movie studios virtually off the street after having met a woman from Beverly Hills who had family and associations with the movers and shakers of “The Industry.”
I was to be an actor and based on just my look along with my friendly, sensitive and high energy personality I would be “Groomed” to be first a TV star then on into Feature Films! Mind you this was actually something I thought I wanted to do since I was a kid growing up watching films and thinking I could do that and even write or direct them say like Steven Spielberg did starting out making home movies which I did a bit too, but then he went from his home in Arizona to LA right into the studios and got to build his foundation to become one of the biggest blockbuster genre film directors and producers that Hollywood has ever seen come out of the blue like that. There I was, perched with a similar opportunity and I was excited but also having been a Catholic all of my life, I was carrying a pocket Bible with me, and would read Scriptures by myself daily always asking God to guide me and protect me, and there was temptation galore all over the place coming at me! I know because of this practice and centered belief system on God and the Passion of Jesus Christ within my heart which confirms to me along with countless others this is the only reason we have life and hope to be resurrected from death; to be in “God’s eternal kingdom.” This is nothing new to hear but what is of interest is that back during that period I one night had a very odd feeling when I was going through the Studio Gatesinto the Fantasy Factory as I thought of it, and the one place as a kid I dreamed of making it into, so I could not for attention or fame but for the creative pleasure of making stories and characters come to life on the screen; to be able to be a part of that was like magic in my mind.
But this feeling took hold and I felt a very dark sinister presence following me around that day like I was being watched, this cute energetic clean cut Italian kid who wanted to be friends with everyone, was very noticeable and becoming a Target! I felt how something bad and ugly wanted me for some ulterior design and of course now many years later reading what Mike Smith is saying as the main narrator of the documentary “Out of Shadows” from his own personal experience Out of the Shadows.; along with many life experiences I had since then, there is no doubt in my mind that the unseen I was sensing was the demonic forces from hell itself looking at me as a great prize to win over to the world of make-believe and decadent sins of lust and pleasure amongst many plastic people, to be used and prostituted in an industry full of all types of freaks and devious wicked minded individuals, AKA the Harvey Weinstein Club and like-minded liberal Democrats and so on! After feeling this and carefully praying with all of my heart asking God in the name of Jesus to help me make the right decision I decided and knew I should get the hell out of there, so I actually moved out of LA to another locale up in Northern California for a time and eventually out of the state, a short time becoming a news and sports videographer.
I would talk to my mother a devout Catholic years later about this thing that happened and why I ended up sort of like Mike Smith we can say, wanting to do a real be yourself job which led to my deciding I wanted to be a photographer over any Hollywood Star career; to which my mother bless her heart said; “Larry, God saved you because you felt the evil and it would have destroyed you if you went along with that Star plan the big shots had for you!” Now fast forward to the present, and what I like many of you see in this world as it teeters on the verge of frightening potentialities or calamities and this Covid-19 Pandemic we’re still in as I write here now, along with only just now my having read and watched “Out of Shadows” some major pieces to the global puzzle that I was aware of for some years are all falling into place! We could even agree, because even though I was never a big conspiracy theorist I did always from my Biblical foundation believe that these modern times with all of the high technology was becoming the “ripe fruit” that Lenin the founder of Communism said about how the United States and Western capitalism would “fall like ripened fruit” into the hands of the Soviets without them ever having to fight us, and indeed the current trajectory of the US and Europe with all of the out in the open socialism memes running around proclaiming the old ways are dead and ruining the planet so we must change to a new way of sustainability and have to suck it up along with PC and the Diversity Mantra; as we should all be good little sheep and go along with the plan; to which I say BS! Most important in this movement as I see it, is not so much the Lenin depiction of the West falling like “ripe fruit” into the clutches of Communism, but, as I know from experience and some gained wisdom now, that this is a bigger master plan by the master deceiver for the Human Race to fall into the clutches of Satan himself Vis-a Vis the coming antichrist! I tell all of you this, if I’m wrong after all I’ve witnessed and gained through my blessed experiences that God allowed me to have without becoming trapped or worse, I know this is all fact, and if I’m wrong you can take all my possessions and boot my ass down the road and I’ll be happy to accommodate any of you on that, and I put my money where my mouth is; everything I own, my home, bank accounts, 401K, IRA and all my earthy processions are up on the table with my ass! Why do I say this, because Jesus told us to do it; and if we really believe in Him then give away all of our possessions and follow Him. I know He saved my life way back then years ago in Hollywood, but now I have to own up and do all I can with my life, my whole being to offer it all to Him if I’m worth anything and my faith is real, I can offer that. But, I tongue in cheek say all of this because I have a big secret about this faith in me, and I tell you I’m not going to lose any bet here! No, no, I’m right and the story “Out of Shadows” is too.
Read what I said at the Ides of March when the proverbial shit was beginning to hit the fan regarding the Pandemic when I wrote My Covid-19 Meltdown. I’m nobody special over any of you or a person on this earth, but, I have true faith in Jesus Christ and I’m willing to die right now for Him if that is the Father’s will for me. And, so in this faith I’m being inspired at times to see things clearly and perhaps in ways that many people are missing the forest for the trees and don’t see what’s hiding in plain sight.
I’ll have more to say down the road I’m sure, but, I want you all to know this, that I’m sharing my guts here with you, all virtual strangers because God wants me to first of all, and the main or only reason is, so that at least some of you may have this accounting of mine confirm what you knew in your own heart, and those of you who have been duped and not seeing reality, will awaken to the God given truth that you need more than anything in this freaking screwed up world of man’s corruption.
When I drove through that Hollywood studio Gate that fateful day, I was given an epiphany of realizing I was driving into what would ultimately be like going through the Gates of Hell; once my life wasn’t my own anymore!
Zero Lift-Off 
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